This will probably be seen only by me...but i like the idea of having a repository for memory again. a record.
i'm not good a consistency and a lot has happened since getting my phd in 2012.
i've landed in tennesee and i'm teaching
and life has continued to add it's weight
mom died in 2017
janis died in 2023
it's a waiting game....i'm the youngest and if i live long enough
everything around me will erode until it's just me standing on the shore
oh god this is getting depressing but i can't help
but think about how unanchored i'm becoming...just waiting
maybe to float above the vastness of the this ocean i can't
stop looking at
anyway i might as well find something to do
to occupy my time
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